Green pasta!!

Last night, I found myself tossing and turning. I was unable to sleep until an hour later..
and I guess I had plans for today, double booking? haha
but I did end up doing something. I went to school got a new id, and bought the trolley pass,
and got to hang out with a friend!
we had subway at the beach, and shopped around for a bit
such a good day!
I had a 50 cent hot dog at Ikea. so good since i has starving!

my legs are in pain tho, I'm not used to walking, and yeah haha
ooh and we met some guys on the bus, that were from Ohio apparently they had just bought their tickets for SD the night before.

when I came home, there was nothing to eat, well not prepared anyway
so I decided to make some rice, white rice this time.
I tried making Cilantro-lime Rice the other day and it came out decent, but not everyone liked it. Today, I made Cilantro and Parsley pesto and added it to some freshly cooked pasta.
It was so GOOD!
everyone liked it!!


Today, I woke up early and I'm glad I did because I got to do so many things!

ooh we also visited a library and they were having a book sale!
I bought two books for my lil nephew and one for myself and perhaps to share it with a few others. It is called, "No Body's Perfect"
awesome title by Kimberly Kirberger.
All three books for 3.50.. good bargain huh

guilt trip?

How can some people still attempt to make someone feel guilty when they want something, instead of using a different approach?
i guess it is because.. thats how they have gotten things go their way,
and well it doesn't really work with me tho.

I have a guy friend that wanted to 'hang out' tonight, and according to him, he wanted to spend time with me since it was his night off. But he couldn't even manage to have a 5 minute conversation over the phone. We hardly ever have things to talk about, and it always comes down, to how I have acted in the past, after repeatedly telling him to let it go.

I am glad that I was able to say no tonight,
and I feel that I need to find new people to really chill with and hopefully they won't have expectations that I will not fulfill.

Looking back at the "men" in my life, hardly any have really been there for me,
and the ones that have, I have managed to push them away.
so keeping that in mind, I will not be too attached with them, and I'll move on and I'm sure they will too, sooner that me perhaps.