i couldnt remember

when i had finally made my decision..
i wanted to tell her what it was that bothered me
i couldnt remember of a specific occasion when she made me sound like i knew nothing about what i was sayin.. ..
except this time i made myself sound so bitchy and she was calm
and i couldnt back up anything of what i was bringin up
because i coulndt remember a specific thing!

please stop wasting ur time and my time
id appreaciated if u were honest with yourself first..
you tell me how bad people treat u
yet you dont do much to stop it, its like you like to get hurt
or maybe you like the attention..
and i dont want to hurt you
but this is how i feel....
your bf is not the same person
come on.. hes a jerk
admit it
he makes you cry
he tells you horrible things..
he tells you you're nothing without him
and he takes it all back

theres a reason why he tells u these things... he feels something...
and it doesnt seem like its love
how can someone be doubting his love for you..
if he did really love you, he wouldnt question it a bit.

so its your life
do whatever u want
but i truly want you to be happy and for you to stop pretendin.. that it will get better..
in most cases it doesnt
i hope this one is an exception